Rockstar guides

  Walking away from sin doesn’t just mean not committing it. It also means not tolerating it. “You say you’re a good Christian woman—then prove it.” That was the challenge God placed before me. Was this the one thing keeping me from Heaven’s gates? As I went to respond, my heart grew heavy. My feet weakened. The shackles of my past began to pull at me. “Don’t lie,” Jesus cried. “Do you not know who My Father is? The Creator of all, The Knower of good and evil, The Salvation your heart longs for?” “But I am a good Christian,” I said. “Then why,” Jesus asked, “Does your heart feel heavy when you party? Why do you stay silent when others drink and get high? Why do you gossip and call it concern? Gossip is still sin, even when wrapped in ‘I don’t know…’ But deep down, you do know. You just don’t care.” “But I do! I swear I do!” “‘Thou shall not swear or use my name in vain" Have you learned nothing from My commandments? Or are they just optional to you— Things you pick and choose from...

 She expects the problems to fix themselves. She needs the problems to stop. She begs for quiet—for peace— But doesn’t know where to start. So she breaks down and cries, Because that’s better than any attempt she’s ever made. She sees the problem as something bigger than her. So… she stops. A problem broken down Is still a problem unsolved. But she likes the mystery. So she lets it go on. Day and night. Night and day. The value of the problem rises— Like it’s up for auction to be appraised. But sooner or later, She understands the problem has to go. You can see it on her face, In her mind, Even in her clothes. So she forms an idea In the battlefield of her thoughts. She forces herself to think. Even though it hurts. Even though it takes time. And finally, she gets it. The light bulb flashes— Clear, bright. She finally understands: She doesn’t need the problem to heal. So she takes her sword And sets off. She climbs the mountain top And jumps. Because she thought she was the problem...

 A Christian and an atheist, Whose love is forbidden. One blocked by Christ, One bound by Satan. “What do I do?” one says. “I must transform him,” the other says. Because that’s how a Christian thinks. But… what if he doesn’t want to change? What if he has a reason? So she texts: “Hey.” And he responds: “Can we call?” But she feels a bit anxious. So she asks him the forbidden question: “Why not Christ? Why Satan?” But he can’t answer. Two religions. Two backs against the wall. But one is drowning in self-hatred, Mad because she couldn’t change him. The other is mad because she asked. So they part ways and walk. But soon, One of them learns to fly— To open up, To tell their life story. And the atheist says: “It was my mom. She was a Christian… But she wasn’t a good Christian.” So now the atheist thinks all Christians are bad. And the Christian knows The atheist just needs proper love. So she prays for him that very night, Repeating: “God, please help me make this right.” A love that...

The heartbreak is real. The agony defines me. Being told you’re too fat for a bikini, Too ugly to be out in public, And too childish— Like a 15-year-old can’t play? I used to love this town. My friends, my blog, my family, My chaotic Christian life Which sometimes starts to sway. I’ve been cursed at, broken down, And beaten. I’ve felt like this broken curse of a girl, But now I’m just defeated. She did it again today. June 16, 2025. She made me question who I am, Like I’m not a phoenix bound to fly. But it felt different this time, because normally it was a joke— Not funny, of course. Because if no one in the room is laughing, Why does it matter? Sometimes I question: Why? Did I do something? But then I realized it was just her. Her spirit, Her life, Her face— Taunting and bullying me Is like a weight lifted off her chest. Today’s “truth” was cruel. She berated me and covered it up with “honesty.” Now I have no hope of who I am. I think she missed the memo: Honesty without kindness is ...

When every odd is against you, it’s up to you to change it. How can you expect someone else to shift the odds  when you don’t even care enough to try? Let go of that “tomorrow energy,” and start engaging in the today,  in the right now. You are better than whatever isn’t meant for you. You will forever be the definition of grace and poise. You will forever be the definition of beauty. And no matter what—you are still God’s child. – Love, R0ckstar 💫

Don’t ever apologize for removing negative energy from your circle. Your smile shouldn’t be affected by others—but neither should theirs. Never tell yourself that you need to do better, that you can wait,  or that you need them. You don’t. God made you wonderfully made—beautiful and courageous. It doesn’t matter how close they are or how much you love them. You need to learn to love yourself more than you love them. Your self-respect should be greater than the disrespect presented to you. – Love, R0ckstar 💫